My two lives

I have two lives, and this is one of them. I was reborn as two people this year, having crashed my first life pretty much all the ways possible. While my virtual life concentrates on sharing the experience I gathered during all those years, my real life is building something from the exploded pieces back together again.

I am not going to lie: I live at my parents' place in the middle of nothing. I am unemployed, looking for work. Few relationships from my previous life still exist, or they are corrupted. If there was not my family, I would either be living in the street, in a retreat, or in a mental hospital. Lucky I am to live in Finland, and lucky I am to have my family.

I have faith for the future. Once I'm back in the business earning money, my new life will be back on good track again. However, any dreams I have will not come true any time soon in any grand scale. What I suggest to the reader is to go on with your life and seize the moment. This life is too short for anyone to waste it not being able to rise the perspective from the past or the future to the present moment.

Let us live our lives in peace.